NOT AGAIN!!!

Well, yesterday I was talkin to Justin in the morning and everything was all good and what not. So then I go take a shower and then I get dressed and eat, then I called him back and we were talkin til my cousins left then he was like, I got you a balloon.... do you want it? and I said yea, so he was like oh ok, I'll bring it to you. Caz the day before we were watching tv, he was watching Blow Out with me, and the had balloons every where and they were white and I was like I wana balloon, and he was like ok I'll get you balloons then, and I was like no I want one, and he was like ok then I'll get you one yellow balloon.So while I was talkin to him I get this other call and I was like ok... so I look and it says private, and then I answered it and it was Katie Burnham... and she was askin about Senior Women... So then I was lookin on my myspace and I hadn't talk to edwin in a while, and I wanted to kno how he's doing and stuff, so I sent him a message in hopes that he wouldn't be mad at me and send me one back. Well, he did send me one back and it said that he was ok.... not good but ok. Then he im me and was like, do you miss me? and askin me all these questions... that was so not what I needed! But I was nice and I answered and I told him that I always thought of him as more of a friend than anything else. Then he sent me another message sayin somethig else but I didn't realli read it I was like whatever.... I jus wanted to say hi and he wants to kno everything. So then Justin gets to my house and I was ok.... he was like go to your door and open the door and I was like ok... then he was like now go outside and I was like no, then he was like ok then I'm hanging up now and I said ok bye. Then I put my phone down and he walks in and was like hi.... he hands me flowers with a yellow balloon tied around them and then he kissed me on the cheek, it was the sweetest thing! I've never gotten flowers before, well not from a boyfriend. So then we were jus lyin there watching tv together and talkin and stuff. Then around 6 he had to leave... so he went home. Then my ma came home and it was her and my dad's anniversery and I felt bad for her.... so I told her that I would take her out to dinner. So we left to Styx, and right when I got out of the car Richie called me... and I was like damn it! And I didn't wana answer it at first but then I was like, well we were sopposed to go somewhere the day before so I guess I'll answer it. So then he was talkin to me and tellin me how he had a bad day and then he was tellin me about work and his parents and stuff then I was like, hey when I get home can I call you back and he was like oh fa sho. So then I got home and ate and then I was chillin there with my ma to make sure that she was ok. Then I walked outside and called Richie back, when I was talkin to him my ma was like, hey where did this come from? and I looked and it was a little stuffed animal, I was like I duno, maybe Mariah left it here. So she called my aunt and asked her about it and Mariah said that she found it on the floor and she put it on the nightstand. So then my ma and me walked in her room, and by this time both of us were off the phone, and we were lookin at where it would have gone, to see if there was like a spot or something. And my ma was like well I duno where this went, strange. Then my brother walked in all slowly and I didn't hear him, and he was like you need to call... and then I flipped out and jumped and twitched and then I put my face in my ma's bed and started crying. Then they started laughin and I was like.... omg, he scared the crap out of me! Then after a while I got up and they were like are you ok? and I was like yea I guess... Then I walked by where my brother was and he was like, Hey Amanda, thanks for the laugh! So after that I was watchin tv with my ma and then she went to bed, then Sarah called me and we were talkin about today, then we hung up. Then Justin calls me and we were talkin and Richie called me so I clicked over realli fast and told him that I was talkin to Justin, then he told me to call him later. So at midnight I got off the phone with Justin and then I called Richie back but he didn't answer... so I waited for a while and he didn't call me back so I fell asleep.

So then I got out of bed at about 9:30, and I went on my computer.... and edwin sent me a message sayin that he loves me and wants to be with me and blah blah blah.... Asshole! Him and Richie are doing the same thing to me.... and I'm jus like ok what do I do now? So I wrote him back saying that I only love him as a friend and that's all I'm ever guna love him as.... and blah blah blah. So then Justin calls me and I'm sittin here talkin to him..... I love him.